someday i'll find it within myself to open up about this song. i don't think i can just yet. all you need to know is that this was the last song written for the "decasia" half of a lifetime of wonderful days.


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by this point i'm nothing but bloodstains and filth
i cut myself clean just to remember how to feel
i'm falling apart

never compare yourself to me
you're so much more than I could ever be
can't you see?

from me flowers shall grow

nothing's been the same since you went away
i'm missing you more and more each day
but you're gone

and from you, flowers are growing
emptiness is flooding our hearts

dedicated to AR. rest in peace, my copper rose.